December 2009
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Resolution.
To go through my counselling sessions and learn from them. To spend more time doing things that matter to me. To put love affairs behind me and keep an open mind about anyone that walks into my life. To not anaylse what I’m doing all the time, just learn to be myself and learn that people will have to like that. To realise that a certain someone is not worth a space in my memories. 2009 was...
I like collecting ceramic owls; drawing; sewing; interior design; the smell of petrol; the feeling when you meet someone new; the aftermath of a really great party; when you wake up and there isn’t a huge spot or something of equal horridness on my face; the wind; swimming in real cold water; the ocean; the beach in general for that fact; floral granny patterns; dallas green; singing in my...
I smell of TCP. Someone must have pulled on my ear taper or hit it or something at the gig i went to on monday, because I know have a nice scab in it, meaning I’ve had to downsize as well. Thank you person who did this to me.
“Because you’re making me see, because you’re making me see Just who I am, and where I’ve been. Because it’s been all so true, it’s been all so true That you never wanted us, and I’ve lost all trust In you”
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It's Official.
I’ve lost the ability to draw. (or the ability to be bothered one or the other)
28th December 2009.
I try my best, I honestly do. I try to keep everyone sweet, keep everyone smiling, put on my game face. But I’m fed up with trying to make people happy when they refuse to make me happy back. I’m fed up of trying to please other people when I get nothing in return. Sometimes I just want to talk to someone, but everyone has their own little clicks, there’s no spaces left for...
26th December 2009.
So, I’ve wasted away my day by sitting in front of the tv then sitting infront of my sketchpad (drawing NOTHING)(Disappointing I know) and then sitting infront of the computer and texting my friend about going to an open mic night at some pub. Today has been unfluttering and unsatifactory to me. I was planning to get work done, and to draw. But I have lost all movitation and pleasure in it...
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Spicy.
Jamie: I think you're a pretty spicy person
Naomi: Yes, spicy is a word that springs to everybody lips when they think of me.
i feel lonely.
“This is not the sound of a new man or crispy realization
It’s the sound...”
– Bon Iver, Re: Stacks
“And my head told my heart ‘let love grow’ but my heart told my head...”
– Mumford & Sons, Winter Winds.
Ziz Meat?
Naomi: I've got your present amy
Amy: Ooh give me a clue
Jamie Romp: It's some meat. It's presented by Vickrim himself.
Naomi: Yes, I've wrapped 'Thick Rim' up in the meat for you as a bonus.
Amy: "zis iz ver we 'ang zeh meat yah"
Naomi: Can just imagine the french accent now.
22nd December 2009
Today consisted of recovering from last night’s drunken affair. I woke up still fully clothed at 6am to find I had slept with my mouth open and that my tongue had dried up. It was horrid. Therefore, I simply decided that the best way to deal with this was to fall back to sleep. I knew that I had a driving lesson, which by the way was terrible as usual, so I thought that despite the pain of a...
